everything had changed....

whoo.. first time blogging sia.. the feeling like werid werid de.. cuz not used to it ma.. it like a man in another new world like tis.. like stranger to everything.. but slowly will adapt to it le.. wa.. actually blogging also very ma fan de.. so many thing nid to do.. me tk so long to hav tis blog set up.. phew.. tiring.. lucky gt the help of my mei.. thks mei.. but i still think my blog still not so attractive enough leh.. maybe gt time.. must modify my blog le.. to make it more attractive and colourful.. haha..

ok.. let start my first dae of my blog.. wake up at 10am plus.. cuz gt wake up by a msg.. hehe.. so tiring sia.. cuz ytd slp at 5am watching soccer.. hehe.. onli slp for 5hr onli.. yawn.. den after i reply back to her.. i dun feel like slping le.. waiting back for her to reply back to me and also cuz mitting ws they all at 2.30pm to go out buy dennis present.. so me on de com and listen to song while waiting for her reply... wait wait wait.. but there still no reply.. hai.. so started to think thing again.. sigh.. den suddenly i feel like playing piano so went to kt hse and ask him to teach me to play tong hua.. gt alomst learn half of the song le.. so happy.. hehe.. but still nid lots of practise.. cuz if gt chance i wan to plan to play tis song to her to listen.. hehe.. den i at kt hse also play ps2 winning 11 wif him..so fun.. haha.. den 2.30pm mit ws pd and ys go bugis buy dennis present.. den we also at bugis play arcade (outrun2).. den we walk to ps.. guess wat.. we go there play acrade and play outrun2 somemore.. haha.. today we outrun2 freak man.. lols.. play so many time.. den had dinner at ps.. after tat we went to acc ws go orchard to tk his salary.. den we went to bishan.. cuz they all wan go de new arcade over there and c.. ard 9pm like tis went hm.. so tired man.. went so many place today.. ha..

me still feeling very confused.. dun noe wat am i feeling(sad jealous or dissappointed) i really dun noe...and dun noe wat i really wan.. nowady really dun feel like being myself.. am i really escaping from reality ma.. do u noe tat i nowday always will think of u.. and think of de daes together wif u.. i try to tell myself not to think.. not to think.. but i cannot control myself thinking of u.. i wan to go back to de past which we first met.. i still rem de first time we chat on de phone is when u miz call me.. den i call u back.. and so like tis we started to msg and chat on de phone for almost everynite le.. and maybe u do not noe tat everynite i had been waiting for ur miz call.. stil lrem tat period of time we almost everydae will mit up de.. to u.. maybe tis is nth.. but to me.. u had given me lots of precious memories.. really.. as now.. i can feel tat our gap between us seem to be difting further and further apart le.. and u seem like avoiding me like tis.. i dun noe wat had happen.. but i really dun wan it to be like tis as wat is now.. can we like last time tat time like tis ma.. and do u noe tat u can make me either feel very happy or very sad ma.. btw i will not let u noe my blog add de.. cuz i scare tat after u read these u will started to avoid me more.. but i think u will still sooner or ltr will found out de.. anyway no matter wat.. i really wanna to let u noe.. i will always be there for u de if u nid any help.. i promise.. left few more month ur bdae come le.. me waiting it to come.. cuz i wan to fulfill wat i had promise to u.. gif me a chance to do it.. and i will surely do it de.. really.. trust me..