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Friday, August 20, 2010

Wat is happiness??? the onli happiness i noe from my heart is for the past 1 months plus tgt wif u... every dae will be so happy... but i doubt there wont hav those happiness anymore... theres really nth could ever replace you... no one could ever unstd how i feel right now...

Monday, August 16, 2010

i didnt know wat to write for my sub heading.. but tat doesnt matter... the reason i came back to write in my tis blog is i didnt noe who i can confide all my thing to... the person who i being confide for the past 1 months plus wont be there anymore for me... i really really really feeling very xin ku... now i noe how does heartbroken feel.. and i can say you r de onli person who had make de greatest impact in my life now.. how foolish of me to hav de thought we will be tgt for a really long period which i really all along believe whenever we r tgt... and i can say there's no sadness at all during de past 1 months plus.. u say ur tis decision is for my good.. but did u really go and think is really my own gd... tis is all wat u think onli.. u nv think of how i feel at all.. and u say i will be ok awhile.. and tis is also ur own thinking.. do u noe ur tis decision really will leave me a scar.. a really painful scar... a scare which wont forever disappear... i really really scare....................... scare every nite i will be missing u.. scare every morning i nv receive ur msg... scare my hp very quiet without ur msg and call.. scare every nite will be very quiet without u... scare without u i didn't know what to do anymore...
how i can wish i could really tel u tat i love you!!! missing you so badly!!! how it will be gd to hear u calling my "tat name" again...

Friday, May 09, 2008

Lots of things wanna to say out...

Didn't like to bottle up my feeling in my heart....

how i wish i had car right now... speeding along the expressway... driving off all my trouble....


didnt need to care abt tis post... juzz wanna to rant out onli...

Monday, May 05, 2008

NS letter received!!!
Going in on 12 JUNE... and tats ard 1 more month for me...
tis time round really nid to start self training le... if not go in sure DIE.. dun wanna go in become "pikachu bing".. hahaha

And also received NTU letter... had been guranttee a place when i finish my NS...
BUT... i still thinking whether shld i study another course.... if i study another course.. wat course i can study..?? every course got pros and cons
Business course..?? my english like KNS la... go there sure cant survive.. if can survive also will be super tough...
Aerospace?? if i tk tis course... the road to my ambition really really super near le... BUT..............



PS.. things i wanna to do... GOING to meet up wif everyone of my fren at least ONE more time be4 goin to NS...
so fren.. ask me out when u r free.. or when i ask u out.. pls make urself free... hahaha

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

surprise updated!!!

im too bored now so thinking of updating one post since i so long nv update liao.. haha.. and right now is 5am!!! and im still super awake now la, dun hav a slight tiredness at all... oh man!! had been really slping real late tis fews dae... must adjust back to usual normal human being timing le.. if not how i can survive in ns coming up... and tis type of lifestyle also wont do gd for own body... starting to feel sick soon le... had been back to my coughing... coughing non-stop... mum ask me go see doc but i refused.. haha... cuz i believe tat drink some cough mixture will able to cure it and i also like to yi du gong du...

anyway... right now im un-offically graduted!!! result taken back... gpa had dropped... but ok ar.. quite satisfield wif it... nth really can complain... cuz i had bad record in my lab ma... who to blame... anyway still be able to persure on my dream... tat wat more impt...

hmm... actually tis holi dun feel like working... but i might change my mind now... cuz holi still got quite long be4 my ns... but the job requirement must be above 8bucks.. then will go and consider... lolz!!!

still planning for bi ye oversea tis holi also... considering some factors...


p.s: thks for those who give me a memorable bdae tis yr... thks!!!!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

last dae of 2007!!

i left 20 more min to make a post over here... without wasting anymore time..
todae will be de last dae of 2007... recalled back wat i had achieved in 2007... actually there didnt much i had achieved.. haha..
but at least i think i had achieve more than the previous yr is gd enough le.. haha
anyway... tml will be 1st of 2008...
in 2008... i strongly believe tat there will be more new thing for me to experience such as getting my head to be botak and get into ns, graduate from poly, my 21st bdae etc etc)
and below will be thing i hopefully to achieve in coming 2008... haha
(not in according order)
1) napfa getting a silver at least
2) owing a car
3) stiking toto (impossible??)
4) getting dip in merit
5) bu neng shou de mi mi
6) bu neng shou de mi mi

20min is up!! lastly wish all my fren and everyone hav a great yr ahead... HAPPY new yr!!! =D

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Tml will be my last day of my attachment... a bad thing or a gd thing??
as least for me, i onli noe tat goin back to sch will hav more gd thing than bad thing(such as i didn't nid to travel so far everyday, comparing 1 station to like more than 10 station? haha.. and always the nid to sqeeue in the train with all the working life pple every morning...
but, the onli bad thing of leaving my company is to bid goodbye to all my colleagues, who had been went through together for the past 3 months wif us.. simply dislike the feeling of bidding goodbye(not refering juzz to tis situation but to everything)...
anyway... my "colleague".. can actually say like more a fren to me... will be organising a bbq event for me and es tml night at east coast park including some of my poly fren... and they had been keep saying it is a farewell party for es while a "celebration" for me... wth... hahaha...
anyway... lets all of us enjoy ourselves tml...

my sis and bro went to hong kong wif my relative last few days ago... and they will be away for 1 week.. juzz now my mum gave me read the msg what my sis had send to her todae... omg!! i realised that the whole hse had become so much much quiet since they left... i'm so not used to it... hate tis type of feeling when things suddenly changed overnight...


back to sch for my fyp coming mon



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Name : Benjamin SzeToh Yongjian

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bdae: 26/2/87

Sch: Nanyang Poly

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