Everything had changed...

today actually lesson start at 8am.. gt de engineering math.. but i skip de lesson.. i also dun noe y i will skip.. juzz dun feel like going ba.. whoo.. when everyone heard i skip lesson de time.. they will think dun look like me sia.. will skip lesson de.. ha.. but me also think too.. last sem i nv skip any lesson be4.. and now onli de first week of sch.. i skip de first lesson le.. hehe.. so today went to sch for de 10am lesson.. but reach de class at 10.20am.. ha.. me dun feel like i am de real benjamin man.. dun feel being myself.. arghh.. but lucky teacher nv mark me as absent or late.. hehe.. today attend for 3 hr of de same moduale.. productvity, creavity and innovention.. mainly all abt proj.. hai.. proj again.. nid to stress liao.. sigh.. den end at 1pm.. after sch me and my poly fren went to grassroot to play pool.. quite enjoyable.. except de last game.. lose to simon.. so unexpected... actually can win de.. too much confidence liao.. end up lose to him.. angry wif myself.. arghh.. cuz i hate to lose to him.. i can lose to everyone but except him.. cuz he always win me de time.. very hao lian de.. de last colour ball.. he super lucky lor.. like tis also can gt in.. too bad.. who ask 70% is luck and 30% is skill.. juzz hav to accept it.. but nx time.. promise myself i will beat him back de.. hehe... hope nx time my luck will be there.. 4pm like tis mit ws kt ys pinda and jian long for gym.. cuz stay at hm also nth to do.. and also go there for fa xie de.. hehe.. den finish gym.. pei qin join us for dinner at new york pizza.. surprise sia.. she will come to khatib for dinner onli.. haha.. den as usual we sat over there eat and chat lor.. but today onli for a while.. cuz tml everyone still gt sch.. so ard 8pm plus like went hm le.. yawn.. so tired.. tml lesson from 8am to 5pm sia.. a very long dae.. hope tml will pass faster..



o level already half way finish le.. dun noe whether how she fare until now.. anyway now shld be quite relax le ba.. cuz left fews more paper onli.. but anyway "if u think u can.. u can.." juzz work hard for these fews more dae and tat will be over le.. time flies very fast de.. jia you... =)




how hav u been recently.. i everydae asking myself tis ques.. r u fine r u happy or r u sad.. but how much i probing myself tis ans.. i also did not noe de ans.. cuz so long nv c u n nv chat wif u le.. de last time we mit up is on mon.. and de last time we chat on de phone is abt 2 week ago.. hai.. to me.. is very long le.. how i wish there is a machine which can bring me back to de past.. but too bad there isn't.. i noe de world is still turning and life will still continue.. me wat i can do now is juzz to wait for ur msg and miz call.. me do not wan to think anymore le.. cuz me really dun hav de li liang to think le.. now me like drop into a very very deep well.. where theres all darkness surrounded it.. inside theres no noise no light no pple ard it.. and there is lots of needle and prikles along de well.. i had try to get out of de well many many times.. but i still can't.. and now i too tired le.. i juzz wan to rest now.. juzz to remain at de bottom of de well..