Eveything had changed (2nd dae of sch)

Today second dae of sch.. it better den ytd.. getting gel up better wif my poly fren.. lesson at 8am.. wake up later as usual.. den rush to sch.. ha.. today so pai sei sia me.. after the first modulae lesson.. i and my other fren went to south cateen to eat.. den on de way.. saw janet wif her fren walking across us.. den when my fren they all saw janet.. they started to suan me.. say my name so loud sia.. haha.. den me ps... so me walk to another route instead of tking the route which cut past her.. haha.. tis is not de first time le.. last time in last sem kanna suan alot of time le.. used to it liao.. ha.. me scare she misundstd onli.. ha.. make me so ps whenever i saw her sia.. lols.. den today 1pm dismiss.. went hm striaght.. den in de afternoon slp until evening.. hai.. life is so boring man.. sigh..
frankly speaking.. sometime i feel tat whenever i was together wif my poly fren.. i gt tat kind of fresh feeling.. cuz there is no any trouble to think.. and with them.. i can feel tat i am quite a success.. but whenever i together wif my sec fren.. i feel tat i was inferior from them.. feel like a failure.. had lots of sad memories.. however i dun noe y also.. i prefer to be together wif my sec fren.. maybe becuz i feel more like myself when i was wif my sec sch fren.. though there are sad memories.. there are also quite a number of happy memories also..
How i wish everything had not changed.. everydae will be remain in de past like tis.. but i noe it won't.. de world is still turning.. it now onli remain memories.. everynite whenever i in my room staring at de com.. i will always thinking of u.. and i still not used to it when my hp was very quiet.. my world become so dark and lonely without u.. to me.. u become a very impt figure to me le.. but as i promise.. i will always be ur guradian angel whenever u nid someone.. one dae pass one dae.. and how long more will u msg or miz call me again like last time like tis.. me still waiting.. really hope these dae will happen again.. btw i also waiting for ur bdae to come... as wat i last time had promise u.. i will do it de.. as promise is mean to be fulfill.. and maybe tat dae will be our last dae we will mit up.. and wat i had wanted to done hav been done le.. tat all i had done already.. and i will now onli leave it to fate ba..