life will still continue to go on...

back to sch again.. 2nd week of sch.. first dae of de week.. had more and more thing to study le.. more stress den last sem.. cuz last sem.. alot of thing had study in sec sch be4.. but now de subj in tis sem.. alot of new thing.. nid to learn alot... arghh.. stress~... 2nd week of sch already so stress liao.. haha.. maybe my expectation was high.. wanna to score well.. wanna to get into university.. do not wan to let my parent and myself down.. wanna to do them proud... but i still tat motivation.. when will i had my motivation back.. i wan it back.. arghh.. went to sch at 8am.. and went hm at 5pm.. another long and tiring dae.. yawn.. tat all for todae.. lazy to write too much..

did not had a gd slp ytd.. cuz had a dream.. but is a very strange dream.. and in my dream there u inside.. how come will dream of u..??? when i awake.. i had try not to think of u le.. try to do thing to occupy myself not to think of u.. but when no matter how.. in my dream.. i still dream of u.. i really had try my hard not to think of u liao.. and i hope ytd de dream had not come.. cuz i still rem in de dream.. i saw u wif another guy together... when i saw tat moment.. i suddenly woke up.. lucky is onli a dream.. but when i wake up.. i had a very werid werid feeling.. cuz tat dream look very real.. after i woke up.. suddenly thinking alot of thing.. thinking of u thinking wat if tat dream had become a reality etc.. and alot more.. think for a long time.. feel very tired.. but cannot slp.. wat if my dream ytd become a reality.. shld i feel happy sad or wat..?? i really dun noe.. i noe i selfish.. but i really juzz dun wish it to come true..