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Friday, November 18, 2005

will miracle happen???

thought today will be a happy dae.. so me wake up especially early for today.. cuz first lesson is japanese lesson.. went to sch wif high hope and high mood.. but in de end make no diff.. reach sch at 8am.. juzz early a little bit onli.. reach class de time.. alot of pple in de class liao.. haha.. den in de end.. i did not done wat i plan to do.. hai.. den after de lesson.. dun hav de mood to study liao.. haha.. guess wat.. i pon de last two lesson.. one is tuto and another one is lec.. both of de lesson is same modulae.. eg1009(electric circuit).. haha.. die le.. do i really changed??? i feel i had changed le.. cuz i feel tat i always starting to pon lesson liao.. how..?? me now dun feel like going to sch leh.. no motivation no determination and no self confidence.. can anyone save me.. arghhh... so me end sch at 3pm insted of 5pm..
after sch.. me went to mit her.. how come heaven like to make fun of me sia.. when i think of u de time and wanna to c u again.. u will not be there.. den when i did not think anymore le.. u suddenly will pop come out de.. hai.. but at least today stil able to c u.. dun noe how long nv c u liao.. btw today when i mit u de time.. my feeling feel very werid.. so tat y i so quiet at de start.. nv chat wif u.. den when u ask me ques de time.. i ans u very short.. really srry leh.. but lucky when we going back de time... gt back tat kind of feeling which look like de first time we know each other.. tat closeness.. chat and lame alots.. but i noe tis kind of dae will not be everydae.. but i will try to cherish my dae.. whenever i been together wif u.. today i told u abt my ambitious to do one thing aand tat to play a song on de piano.. i will try my very hard to learn de.. to make tat dae to come real.. and if tat dae will to be arrive.. i hope u will be there to watch.. =)



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Name : Benjamin SzeToh Yongjian

age : 20

bdae: 26/2/87

Sch: Nanyang Poly

Favourite No : 10

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