Back to de sad daes...??

juzz one word to derscibe today feeling.. and tat is "boring"... how come my weekend become so boring liao.. where is last time de happening weekend.. juzz feel tat everything had lost.. and all my interest had lost.. and now me feel very de fan... alot of thing to fan... frenship bgr etc... wanna to say it out to someone abt it so can feel better.. but there really no one i could really say to.. though i seem to had a lot of fren.. but say frankly there really no one i can really say my feeling to... at first i thought tat after knowing u.. u will be the one which will be willing to be my listening ear.. but dun noe wat happen.. i can feel tat we become stragner again.. wanna to tel u one thing... actually i all along is believe u de.. really.. maybe de way i tok to u.. u think tat i dun believe u.. maybe is my fault ba.. too bad u do not know my blog link.. me really sincerly wanna to say SRRY to u.. and hope tat u will hear tat... sometime i really feel tat being alone onli feel much better.. at least can settle down and calm myself down... but i tat kind of person which do not like the feeling of alone.. world is always be unfair.. i had a story wanan to share wif u guys... "there one person who call benjamin which i know.. he is wif lot of confidence and determination and perservance.. and now he is lost.. really had disappeared from nowhere.. if u had saw him.. can u tel him to come back.. cuz i do not wan me now de myself.. thks alot.. " wow.. sound so familer rite tis sentence.. haha.. copy by a drama show.. anyway rem to help me find back him.. thks..

sign off (3.45pm... sat)