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Sunday, January 01, 2006

A brand new yr....

a brand new yr.. it going to be another 365 dae to come again.. and it also going to be one more yr bigger liao.. haha.. ytd 4am like tis reach hm.. cuz we went to jl hse to celebrate.. quite a lot of pple ba over there.. ard 12 pple like tis lor.. include lingwei jianwei jiajun lor.. de rest is ws they all lor who will always will be together.. quite a happening dae ytd.. cuz gt steamboat mahjong poker singing etc.. as this is how ytd had pass.. 3pm like tis went to smb to mit kt and jh to buy food as every group nid to buy sthg for de steamboat ma.. den after tat buy finish liao.. i suddenly feel like playing outrun.. so me and kt challange outrun lor at sun plaza de arcade.. lose to him again.. isit a sypstom of having bad luck again..?? dun noe leh.. i juzz feel tat whenever think of u de time.. or chat wif u de time.. de nx dae i will quite bad luck de.. dun noe y.. i think maybe i been thinking too much and been too supertition le ba.. but say real one.. if like tis de hua.. i perfer to chat wif u and be together wif u den having bad luck.. cuz when chatting wif u de time.. i very happy.. so to me having bad luck is nth comapre to u...

den finish outrun we to jian long hse lor.. jianwei lingwei jiajuan already there liao.. den they will playing mahjong.. den me and kt join in... me very de long nv touch de mahjong tite liao.. den starting de time.. always win.. cuz nv play money ma.. so no pressure..and maybe also because me very long play.. hav tat beginner luck like tis lor.. den after tat we play for a fews round liao.. they say play money.. den ok lor.. jianlong jianwei one team.,.. lingwei and jiajun one team.. me and kt respectative one team.. but ytd when playing money de time.. like no feeling like tis... juzz play play.. play for de fun and pleasure.. really nv go and think of losing or winning.. we play for 2 round.. from 6pm to 12am.. but in between gt break la.. in de end.. i win quite a sum of money.. in de end we at jl hse countdown.. haha.. so funny lor.. den after play mahjong we play blackjack.. suddenly so many 5cent come out.. cuz minimun is 10 cent ma.. den in de end blackjack i lose ard 1 or 2 buck.. but ok la.. overall i still win quite a lot.. hehe.. den we stay at jl hse till 1am plus to 2am like tis.. actually when we go to mrt station de time de time.. still gt train to go hm.. but we nv tk train hm.. me pinda and pq walk from smb to yishun sia.. haha.. me first time walk from smb and yishun.. not say far and not really say near la.. cuz maybe we talk talk talk very fast reach le lor.. haha.. den we went to cheer to buy drink.. after tat we pei pq go hm first.. den pinda say we stay under de hdb estate finsih drinking water den go hm.. den i say ok lor.. den we sat down starting to chat liao.. he told me abt his thing.. n i also gt told him abt my thing.. time getting late liao... den after tat we tk cab hm lor.. den reach hm liao.. ard 4am liao.. tat how my last dae of 2005 and first dae of 2006 had pass..


ok.. back to story time.. ws at jian long hse told us tat he delcare tat after tis yr 2006.. he wanna to gif up on val liao.. haha.. den ytd when i and pd at hdb estate below chatting de time.. i asked him tat whether ws will really gif up anot.. den he told me tat if ws really wan to gif up.. he will.. den i say oh.. cuz say is easier to be done.. so i thought ws onli say.. but when do de time.. very diffi.. haha.. we shall c man.. ws.. c whether u will really gif up.. haha.. den after tat i gt told pd tat.. after tat dae i also will gif up on her.. den pd ask me really anot.. haha.. i hope tat tis time is done is easier den say ba.. hope tat i really can do it.. and tat dae is really coming very soon liao.. really very soon.. can i really let u go ma.. i think tat.. if i really think i will.. i can really do it.. but tis is onli think.. but in realitly i really can do it ma?? and pd ytd also told me tat.. actually if she saw my blog is also a gd thing.. cuz she will at least noe wat i really feeling.. but i really dun noe.. now my mind is very fan.. i juzz hope tat dae to come.. and fulfill my promise to u and wat i wan to do.. i wan to finished it.. and after tat.. i will really let u go...


oh ya.. forgtton u wish all my fellow reader and fren.. a happy new yr.. hope tis yr everyone of u will be successful.. every wish will be grant... tk care....



will my wish be granted..???

sign off(3pm.. 1/1/2006 sun)



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Name : Benjamin SzeToh Yongjian

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bdae: 26/2/87

Sch: Nanyang Poly

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