Everthing is gone..???

today super boring.. whole dae stay at hm.. so guai hor me.. haha.. so dun like me.. actually ytd gt plan go and study wif dennis jap as both of us having exam tis week liao.. as both of us are de same.. gone case.. haha.. so actually ytd plan to study wif him in de late morning.. den after tat afternoon go play soccer wif kt de.. wif his church fren.. cuz very long nv play liao.. gt de feeling of playing ma.. and also because ytd dennis ask us go to jalan bersa stadium to support his first "square" (haha.. i guess u all dun noe wat it mean ba rite.. it also can say his first admiere).. in de end leh.. went there for de full match.. she end of nv play cuz of injures.. den ytd also c them play.. so wanna to play also.. but today morning me end up waking up at 12pm plus.. den online saw dennis.. so ask him still wan go and study anot.. he at first say dun wan liao.. den after a while at 2pm like tis.. he ask me go and study.. den me tat time dun feel like going out liao.. lazy.. haha.. and also dun noe y.. today juzz dun feel like going out.. also nv go and play soccer.. haha.. den me at hm memorise my jap lor.. a little bit regret tking jap.. wanna to drop.. hai.. but too bad cannot.. must endure until tis sem.. but told myself.. i will put effort in it de.. at least gif me a C i also happy liao.. and tis is how my day had gone.. tat all...

back to story time.... before i start to say my story.. i wanna to say a hai.. so to relief myself first.. me now blog is juzz wanna to occupy my time so tat time can pass faster ba.. so like tis i will not think of u and waiting for ur call.. how come my feeling is back again liao.. suddenly waiting for ur call again.. i last time thought tat my feeling for u had gone liao.. but dun noe y.. it suddenly like had come back like tis.. and u guys will be wondering how come i must wait for her call and y not i gif her a call.. i wanna to gif her a call.. but i scare tat she is busying.. and another reason is becasue i also lack of confidence ba.. as wat she (not refering to her.. but refering to another one.. hehe) last time told me on de phone tat guy shld must hav more courage de.. but no matter how.. i still cannot do it.. cuz de last time de benjamin had lost liao.. and can anyone tel me wat shld i do now ma...??

sign off (11.25pm.. sun)