Start from the scratch????

me today first time write blog in the afternoon sia.. somemore today is fri sia.. so dun look like me.. haha... as usual again.. 8am wake up for sch.. wa kao.. tis morning ard 5am like tis.. wake up by a call from dun noe who.. i listen to de call.. and she ask me who is on de line.. i told her benjamin.. den i ask her who is she.. and guess wat she say.. she say she calling from africa.. wth.. at tat time my first thought is tat oversea call very ex.. so i qucikly hung up de phone.. haha.. silly thinking of me sia.. dun noe isit really she is from africa call de or is a puke call.. as my hp caller states as no number.. so cannot find out who is tat stupid person who call me.. first lesson of today is A math.. die liao la my math.. onli two word can desrcibe my math now.. and tat is "hopeless" or "no hope".. haha.. teacher today continue to teach differentiation... getting more and more difficult sia.. c all alot of star.. dun noe how i going to score well for tis subj.. btw me gt to thks quite a no of pple.. they are pinda and sheng rong.. cuz both of them gt help me when i dun noe how to do.. and teach me quite alots.. understand much better.. of course la.. cuz both of them in o level A math gt A1 sia.. dun play play.. haha.. and also must thks her also.. last fews dae when we msging.. i gt told her that my math going to deprove alot.. and she told me tat if i nid any help.. can go and find her.. hehe.. thks wor.. but me ps leh.. haha.. like werid werid one.. though in sch gt c each other and we nowaday gt chat.. but dun noe leh.. the atmosphere will be very werid.. hehe.. maybe i think too much le ba.. lols.. but if i really really nid help.. i will ask u de.. so no wrry.. haha.. =)... today actually 1pm dismiss liao.. but me do tat stupid PCB proj do until 3pm den went off.. haha.. stress.. every fri after sch will mit ws they all to go out play and relax.. but today very sian.. cuz pd wanna to go hm to study for mon class so dun feel like going out.. den onli left ys and ws at orchard.. den go there also sian.. nth to do.. so decide to go hm.. as ltr me nid to go yishun to make my hp.. to dl some software into my hp.. so me ask jiun heer to acc go lor.. maybe after going yishun den mit ws they all for dinner..

i got one feeling tat my tis term common test.. i will not be able tp do well.. cuz me really very slack for tis sem.. but ws kt and pq.. can c them really very hardworking tis sem.. as all of them wanna to do well for tis sem.. but me.. had being worn out.. like a dry cloth.. no more water to sqeeuze out liao.. but me really wan to do well for my exam.. as there a sentence.. action speaker louder den word.. but me now really dun hav the strength and de motivatation to motivate me to do it.. how..?? where is last time de benjamin.. wif determination and perservance.. he had been lost since the first dae of the sem... and now de benjamin is wif low confidence.. no motivation and determiantion liao.. must really tell myself must start to buck up liao.. or else really i will regret.. jia you..