Got back my math result...

blog dae for todae... juzz wanna to say abt wat happen today and de last fews dae.. quite a while did not blog le.. n juzz feel tat my eng is really de lousy and juzz cannot make it.. arggh... alot of singlish and broken eng.. hope all of u dun mind reading.. but u all unstd wat i writting abt can le.. if i gt de time.. i will go and try to polish up my eng de...

today took back our A math common test result.. teacher juzz read out everyone result in tuto... wat can i say abt de result nia.. half happy half sad ba.. ok.. will say more detail abt tis thing.. before teacher read out our result.. i was expecting an A.. so when teacher read out kun zhang result de time.. i was very shock and started to scare.. he got C for it.. as he is better den me de.. as last semster if i not wrong.. his common test gt striaght A for every subj.. so when teacher say tat he gt C for his math.. i started to wrry for myself.. den as de name goes down.. our class mostly gt C, D and a fews fail.. really very scare i end up will be C or D or even fail... in de end.. i got a B for it.. so feel quite sad for it.. as it did not mit my expectation.. ok ah.. u all might think tat i gt B is already very gd le.. but ok la.. must be satisfield wif it.. as my sadness cannot be compare to some of my fren.. as some of them even fail.. can feel de sadness in them... to Gordon and zan hong.. i believe tat both of u can make it one including de rest of us.. dun gif up.. must really study hard for our end of semster le.. as it will be much tougher den common test..
and also must congrats xiaojian weihao and sheng rong.. they r de only three who gt A for our class.. wat had happen to our class le?? last semster... our class can be counted as de best class in term of adecedmic.. but today first time.. saw our class de morale are very down.. and being demolished.. we gt tis type of result isit teacher fault?? cuz he do not how to teach.. or our fault for not studying hard..?? but to be frank.. half half.. cannot totally blame our lec.. even though he really sux.. juzz dun noe how he still remian as teacher.. cuz i believe tat hardworking = success... but anyway.. jiayou AE... let us work hard together ba...







let say abt frenship... last fews dae suddenly realise something.. human is really very werid.. when someone treat u gd de time.. u dun noe how to cherish.. and did not treat back tat person as gd as how tat person treat u.. but leh.. u will treat de another person better whom tat person did not treat u very gd.. one of de example is me ba.. who do not really noe how to cherish thing ard me.. but now.. i being awake.. cuz i juzz hate de feeling tat when i treat tat person so gd.. and tat person juzz treat me as nth... i had enough.. and i dun wan to hav tis kind of feeling anymore.. so for those who really do not really counted me as her/his fren... juzz get lost.. i dun like hypocrite.. how come whenever i treat tat person gd.. or i willing to share my prob wif or willing to help whenever tat person gt any trouble or prob.. but he/she will juzz treat me as nth.. is there really had any close fren ard me.. who will share burden and prob together.. and someone who really treat me as a trustful and a bosom fren.. there r really too make freak smile everywhere.. how come there is noone who is juzz simple and ordinary.. and someone who i really can counted him/her as my real fren... in my heart... who treat me gd and treat me as his/her fren... i will noe.. and i will treat back how he/she being treating me.. and thks for those who really hav de willing to help me whenever i nid help..

ok.. back to my story... actually i nowaday seldom blog.. had my reason.. cuz whenever i blog.. i will always think abt u.. and therefor make myself think alot of thing.. and make myself very sad.. and therefor i try not to blog so much.. tis fews dae we did not chat and msg le.. really has some ques in my heart wanna to ask u... these fews dae u gt feel de quietness without me ma?? will u think back de dae when we always go out and chat on de phone ma??? i wan to ask u tis ques.. cuz now i can feel de quietness of my phone liao.. and tis fews dae.. sometime my mind will flashed back some part some part of last time de memory (happy memory).. when it flashed back..i can able to c back de memory.. at tat time my heart was very happy (can c back de dae together wif u).. but while i thinking.. tears juzz keep rolling round my eyeball (miss tat kind of dae.. which i think will not happen again.. if hav.. i think also will not be de same anymore le..) if u will to read my blog.. and i think u will be reading it.. i really wan to tel u tat i really really very miss u... and no matter wat.. must tk care of urself leh.... though i think i cannot be ur guradian angel.. i wan to c u happy and cheerful as de first time i noe u.. promise me u must stay happy always.. as i able to c u happy.. i already very happy and satifield le..

sign off (11.52pm.. thur.. 19/01/2005)