ok.. shall update my life for wat had happen to me de past fews dae.... firstly must update abt my grandpa condition.. tat dae when i went to c him... his nian se not so bad... glad to c tat... but heard from my aunt... he had difficulties in breathing.. and must aviod any more fall le.. or not de outcome will be very bad... but he is always so stubborn.. always wanna to get out of de bed.. and finding alot of excuss of goin back hm... and heard from my aunt tat dae.. tat night he told her tat he dare not to slp.. cuz he scare tat if he close his eye he will not wake up anymore again... but if a person do not hav enough rest... where will hav de energy to repair all de worn out part... though tat dae i can c from his face tat he was really very tired.. but he juzz dun wanna go and slp and do not listen to others advice... he still in hospital now.. dun noe he will be staying in hospital for how many dae... but after my thur paper... maybe thur or fri will go and c him again... but hoope it will not happen... cuz if it will not happen.. like tis can say my grandfather can discharge... and me juzz dun like to go to hposital lor... a place wif lot of bad luck de.. cuz if u go to hosiptal... there will be sthg happen to either u or realtive or family or fren den u will go there... but me really hope tat he can really recovered real soon... cuz not juzz he suffer onli... my parent relative are also suffering.. cuz they are tking turn to look after him throughout... nowadae can c my mother.. she not juzz physcial tired.. plus also mentally tired... my grandfather went to hospital really make alot of us wrry alots... and thks jl and those my fren who concern abt tis thing... me really anticipated ur kindness... =).. thks...



ok.. now shall say abt my exam... these fews dae been revising my math... starting de time.. my intergation is juzz like "cannot make it" lor... basic also dun noe... but must thks xiaojian and weihao... now me unstd abt it more le... can really sense de exam stress liao... really scare lor... exam is not scare.. but is de result i been wrrying... last common test my math already got a B liao... somemore now is end of semseter exam leh.. surely will be more difficult den common test de lor... i really cannot "flunk" my math... eh.. my meaning of flunk is getting C... u all may thinking my expectation is too high liao... or being too arrogent de... but serious speaking.. if i gt a C de hua... all my hope will be GONE le...den i will make my parent disppointed twice... i dun wan to c them being dispponint... really.. cuz i promise myself i will not let my parent (especaily my mom) down again.. i am not a person wif really high ambition... if u let me get wat i wan.. i already very happy le... will not ask for any more... and tis coming thur is my first paper of my end of semster paper.. it will be math paper.. and it is my worst subj among de rest... xi wang i can overcome my math for these fews dae...



now shall say coming 5 more dae... sunday... can say a special dae for me... cuz is my bdae on tat dae... haizz... so funny me... bdae me still say haizz... haha.. but tis yr my bdae i think really will not be so happening le.. and really nth for me to look forward to tat dae... a lonely and quiet bdae for me on tat dae ma..?? maybe so... haizz... :(


sign off(11.55pm... tues... 21/2/2006)