today is my first dae of my common test... which is autocad which is also 3D drawing... exam start at 3pm... but went to sch at 10am for PCQ lesson.. cuz pcq exam is tml... lesson end till 1pm.. den went to lib to revise... but end up at lib most of de time... doing nth... haha.. cuz autocad dun noe how to revise den nv go and revise and practise lor... think it will be easy...
during de exam.. struggling especailly de 1st ques which is 30 mark lor.. to draw a whole dragram out... due to lack of time... i onli draw a little part of it onli... den after de paper.. find out tat alot of pple and almost everyone noe and able to draw out de full dragram... wth.. even zan hong and simon able to draw out lor... i not say they are lousy or wat.. i juzz cannot expect myself not able to draw out... after de paper me very sad lor... 30 marks leh tat ques... tat alot lor... i cannot get a C and below for tis moduale.. cuz it will affect my overall gpa... after thinking abt it... my tear nearly drop... cuz to me.. my gpa is very impt.. it will affect whether i can get into university anot... as tat is my aim of getting in... i not wrry abt not able to reach my aim.. but i am sad and wrry abt it because i must not let my parent down.. cuz my parent had lot of qi wan on me... i did not told my parent abt today my paper.. cuz i dun wan them to wrry abt me.. as it is better to suffer alone den to hav so many pple suffering wif u rite..
and today dde paper must really blame myself for it... cuz i did not do any practise on it be4 de paper.. i really messed up my paper todae... but wat is over is over liao... told myself tat there still a chance in my hand to overcome tis odd... as i will try my really best to do well for my upcoming other paper... tat is my promise to myself... all tis is coming from my own motivation... but will it be enough ma??? will there be anyone who will gif me tat extra motivation?? i really nid alot of morale and motivation now... will u be here standing behind me now ma?? or am i all along fighting alone in tis battlefiled???
sign off (12.00am... 16/02/2006... thur)
during de exam.. struggling especailly de 1st ques which is 30 mark lor.. to draw a whole dragram out... due to lack of time... i onli draw a little part of it onli... den after de paper.. find out tat alot of pple and almost everyone noe and able to draw out de full dragram... wth.. even zan hong and simon able to draw out lor... i not say they are lousy or wat.. i juzz cannot expect myself not able to draw out... after de paper me very sad lor... 30 marks leh tat ques... tat alot lor... i cannot get a C and below for tis moduale.. cuz it will affect my overall gpa... after thinking abt it... my tear nearly drop... cuz to me.. my gpa is very impt.. it will affect whether i can get into university anot... as tat is my aim of getting in... i not wrry abt not able to reach my aim.. but i am sad and wrry abt it because i must not let my parent down.. cuz my parent had lot of qi wan on me... i did not told my parent abt today my paper.. cuz i dun wan them to wrry abt me.. as it is better to suffer alone den to hav so many pple suffering wif u rite..
and today dde paper must really blame myself for it... cuz i did not do any practise on it be4 de paper.. i really messed up my paper todae... but wat is over is over liao... told myself tat there still a chance in my hand to overcome tis odd... as i will try my really best to do well for my upcoming other paper... tat is my promise to myself... all tis is coming from my own motivation... but will it be enough ma??? will there be anyone who will gif me tat extra motivation?? i really nid alot of morale and motivation now... will u be here standing behind me now ma?? or am i all along fighting alone in tis battlefiled???
sign off (12.00am... 16/02/2006... thur)
posted by flarestar at 11:34 PM
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