tis is my 2nd time to write todae... juzz dun noe how to juzz now when i click publish post... my entry all lost... tat y i now write another entry.... arghh... forgt wat i write in de previous entry liao... must start write over again.... sch had begun liao... todae is de 3rd dae of sch... every wed i do not nid to go back to sch due to no lesson on tat dae everyweek... but todae different... went back to sch... cuz went back to help out for de clubclaw... alot of thing happened todae during de clubclaw... but i wan to say one thing to tat stupid idoit dennis.... he todae suddenly went up to de stage to play piano suddenly... at first be4 he play... i asked him whether if i go up to de stage to play de piano... de person in charge will allowed anot... cuz i still rem tat i still owe u(refering to her) a song... and i last time gt told her tat one dae i will play it for her on de stage... den dennis told me tat can allowed... cuz he noe de stage manager ma... den suddenly after a while he suddenly went up to de stage to play de piano... he play yue ding and tong hua remix.... idiot him... play my song on de stage... tat person playing shld be me lor... actually de person to blame is myself... cuz if i had learn de whole song of tong hua... tat person up there is me le... a very gd chance for me to go up there to play... wasted a great chance... really hate myself for not learning de whole song yet... argghhh... as wat i promise u (refering to her) i will one dae do it... but hope tat... tat dae when i up on de stage... hope u will be there 2... den beside dennis play tonghua on piano... gt another guy play tonghua on guitar... walau leh... my heart like dun noe how to desrcibe la... but whenever i listen to tis song... i will like suddenly think of u... and de past...
den todae saw alot of shou ren lor... first time in sch can c so many of them.... but me cannot name them here ah... cuz juzz too many for me to name le... haha... but todae de person i wanna to c... finally let me c her le... but onli when de clubclaw is goin to end de time.... feel stunned and my mind totally blanked out when saw her... tat time i pull up my courage went up to call her... but we onli chat for a while.... :(... but most imptly is tat from wat i can c tat now she seem like living quite fine and happy... me also feel happy to c tat... as there a sentence "sometime when u like someone... u do not nid to yong you ta... kan ta kai xin... ni kai xin le.." tat is wat i can do now.... c u happy... i also will feel happy le... =)sign out (11.50pm... wed... 19/4/2006)
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