A mixed feeling dae....

finally weekend had arrived.... after my first week of sch reopen.... wat i say say abt is.... super super tired after every lesson lor.... ok.. i shall write my sch schedule... mon 8am-4pm... tues 8am-5pm... wed off... thur 9-6pm.... fri 10am-9.30pm... even though every wed off... my other 4 daes lesson is super super long... really feel exhausted after every dae of lesson.... especially my night lesson happen to be on fri... 1st week i already feel so tired liao... how i imgaine de nx 16 week i goin to endure my tis timetable... i so wanted to change my tis timetable man... but can i...?? but i think it is impossible ar....


actually night lesson is quite fun... but really tiring when reach hm... but after de lesson... i still went out to mit my bros for our usual garthering(went for prata at smb for supper).... and de most unexpected thing is after supper... we (me kaitai pinda and jianlong) went to mac to sit and chat.... bu zi bu jue... we chat till de nx morning sia... lols... maybe sthg wrong wif us... haha... still can chat till so much... den me todae 6am like tis reach hm.... after tat me ard 2pm plus like tis went back to smb to do our usual sat study at mac... omg mac again... haha.. but todae i did not really study at all... bring my bk for show onli... cuz nth really nid to study.... den after tat... we went to amk for pool seesion.... wow... dun noe how long did not play over there liao lor... still rem always will go there play pool de.... and my form n shooting instinct over there had all lost.... todae had some misuderstand wif my bros during pool session... and if whoever noe me well... whenever i play pool... and if i lost... i will not fare up... or get irrigated... as i noe tat it onli juzz a game... but tis time i lost my cool is because gt reason and not because i lost... i do not wan to say out wat de reason is... as i do not wan to expand tis misunderstand any bigger... cuz if i say out some will disargree and den cause it become bigger and therefore more misunderstand... and wat wee siang say in his blog is quite true la... cuz i also think tat no one is really dun hav any shortcoming.... but no matter wat... i had learn to cherish everything and everyone ard me... and i will...


juzz finished watching chelsea vs liverpool... fa cup semi final.... very happy tat my liverpool had won... yea.. final result liverpool 2- chelsea 1... haha... tis time worth watching tis match.... =D







er.... but todae gt sthg which make me feel quite disappointed ar... i did sthg or can say... i had say sthg which i cannot imagine tat i will say... but sometime say out wat u really feel... ur heart will feel more reliefing (become lighter)... and i did it... at least i had say wat i wanna to say... though da outcome is not really wat i expected... maybe it must tk time... but i believe tat time will help us to change thing become better ba... and a chance for me to prove to u wat i say todae is real...






my head is spinning quite badly now... did not really had a gd rest tis fews dae... tml still nid to wake up in de morning for our sundae teamo training.... turning in....

sign off (4am... 23/4/2006.... sun)