ok... is time to blog again... really quite long did not blog liao... last few dae feeling like blogging... but wheneve i come to tis page... i suddenly do not know wat to write abt and de feel is not there... den ended up did not blog... these few dae juzz did not feel like being myself... feeling quite moody and sianzation these few dae... lot of thing to fret at in my mind... 1st of all is because these fews dae... i hav been searaching for my bag which i wanna to buy... search almost every part of de place which think will sell de... but still cannot find it... and 1 and a half more week sch reopen liao... no matter wat i will go and find it be4 sch reopen de... i believe tat if i had de determination... i will able to find it de... say until sch reopen... me still do not hav de mentally prepared for sch reopen yet... cuz i noe tat when sch reopen... it goin to be very very stress daes again... wondering whether sch reopen or holi will be better... each hav their own gd and bad ba... to me... sch reopen will be stress but wif stress... it will make me not to think too much.. for holi... it is gd... cuz do not nid to stress but de bad point is tat i will start to think alot when i feel boring... so conculsion is tat nth is prefect in this world...


feel tat my luck these fews dae are not really very gd... wat i wan and wan it to happen... it did not... one of de example is... last fews dae... i been finding some song to put into my blog... but leh... 3 song which i intended to put in de... all of them also cannot find... arghhh..... so no choice... will remain this song for de time being... wait till i able to find tat song... though i cannot put de song into my blog... wanna to recommend to u guys... tis song... de title is "yi nian qian" by hu yanbing... strongly recommended by me... tis song de lyric is very very de meaningful lor... but too bad... cannot find de song to put into my blog... but nvm ah... if u all wan to listen... can come and find me.. i can send to u personally through msn or etc... haha...






if u all who all along will read my blog... will know tat de last few posts i did not write anything abt my story liao... cuz i noe tat sometime.. there will be some things which will be impossible de... wat for fret at things which is impossible... but if someone is to ask me now whether i had forgt and able to let it go... i can straight away tell u de ans is still "No"... cuz in my heart i noe tat if i say yes... i will be bluffling myself.. as now if i say yes... if whenever i saw u or chat wif u etc.. my feeling will be like... erm.. can say like sweet and sour again ba.. but last time pinda told me one thing... which i think is quite true... i also believe tat somehow one dae i will be able to let go de... e most unbearable thing is... u must let go something even though u can't bear to let it...





left 10 more dae to sch reopen... these 10 daes will it be a boring dae(which i everydae during these holi been doing) or a happening dae(which will be sthg which i did not do be4 or i really wan to do)..???


sign off (11.35pm.. 6/4/2006... thur)