starting to make an enrty for todae... alot of thing to say... but dun noe whether i can rem wat i wan to say anot first... haha... todae wake up at 7am lor... cuz todae my father side they all go shao mu ma... so long nv so early wake up liao... but think it goin to be soon i almost everydae will wake up tis hr when sch reopen.... ok.. shall continue... den went to eat breakfast at de chong pang there... so long nv early morning went there eat wif my parent.. since i young.. i also went there to eat de.. after tat went to my ye ye hse... all my relative had reached... left our family... but quite surprise when i reach there is... quite alot of pple (cousin) did not went shao mu todae... den de atmosphere like quiet quiet de... make it more boring de whole dae lor... after all de shao mu thing... went back to my ye ye hse.. every yr is de same routine de... den at my ye ye hse... play wif my sis nad bro bingo... so bo liao lor over there... cannot imagine tat i play wif them bingo.. haha.. den after tat watch a while campus superstar over there wif my family and my uncle... den say alot abt campus superstar thingy... goin to miss campus superstar... miss teresa and clara... teresa de voice when she sing is really very nice... but todae went back hm ard 2pm plus... super early lor... cuz every time go my yeye hse.. always will at night go hm de... den in de evening went to my auntie hse... cuz she say she prepare steamboat.. ask us to go over to eat... long time also nv eat steamboat liao... also very long nv hav steamboat wif my bros le... dun noe de last time is when... in de night actually wanna go out to ah ban (prata there) to watch soccer wif my bros (wee siang pinda etc) de usual ppple... cuz tonite can say quite a big match... man u vs arsenal... though both team i dun support... but tis type of match cannot miss de... but in de end.. did not went.. cuz quite late liao ma... also lazy to go out... tat all for wat had happen todae in brief detail onli... oh ya... tml goin to filiming liao... my fren (dennis) production... haha... kinda of excited ba... cuz nv been really a actor in a particualr show...






back to my story... whenever i wanna to start to write abt it de time... me suddenly dun noe wat to write liao... even though i had alot of thing to write.... sometime me hate to blogging... cuz whenever i blog is when i not happy or sad or watever which is not gd... den tat time den i feel like bloggin.. cuz i feel tat like tis i can able to let off alot of my feeling into it... but sometime i will not really write everything in my blog de... will juzz say half of it... including wat i really really feel... having a mixed feeling now... really dun noe wat i really thinking and really wan... tis two dae... starting to chat wif u again le... even though is onli on msn... i shld be feeling very happy de...but dun noe how come my feeling very strange leh... maybe was thinking whether isit a gd thing or a bad thing to chat wif u again... cuz i noe myself very well tat ur every word u say can either make me happy or sad... but no matter wat... i shld not ask for any more... must satisfeld wif wat u gt now... but at least now i able to noe how u getting on now... but do u noe tat todae u copy paste ur entry to me... and i had asked u fews ques on some particular thing... and from wat my reply.. u can c tat i seem normal... but actually i feel quite jealous and sad in myself when asking u these ques... now wat i can do is juzz tk step by a step wif lesser expectation now (and not thinking too much)...
me still wondering whether u will to read my blog...??

sign off (10th april 2006... 2.33am.. mon)