i didnt know wat to write for my sub heading.. but tat doesnt matter... the reason i came back to write in my tis blog is i didnt noe who i can confide all my thing to... the person who i being confide for the past 1 months plus wont be there anymore for me... i really really really feeling very xin ku... now i noe how does heartbroken feel.. and i can say you r de onli person who had make de greatest impact in my life now.. how foolish of me to hav de thought we will be tgt for a really long period which i really all along believe whenever we r tgt... and i can say there's no sadness at all during de past 1 months plus.. u say ur tis decision is for my good.. but did u really go and think is really my own gd... tis is all wat u think onli.. u nv think of how i feel at all.. and u say i will be ok awhile.. and tis is also ur own thinking.. do u noe ur tis decision really will leave me a scar.. a really painful scar... a scare which wont forever disappear... i really really scare....................... scare every nite i will be missing u.. scare every morning i nv receive ur msg... scare my hp very quiet without ur msg and call.. scare every nite will be very quiet without u... scare without u i didn't know what to do anymore...
how i can wish i could really tel u tat i love you!!! missing you so badly!!! how it will be gd to hear u calling my "tat name" again...